Tuesday, February 28, 2006

CD30 16dpiui

I am just as confused why we are having such a hard time the second go around... Heck we have been together 9 years used birth control, never and I only have 1 kid to show for it! Kinda scary if you think about it. I cried this morning before going to work because I feel like my body is failing me... failing us and my family. I just don't want to give up hope to having a larger family. To give my husband another child to be a mom of more than one... To give my daughter a sibling... My clock is still ticking and I don't want to lose hope, but after doing this so long I can only hold out so much...

Well today I went to the doctor and he asked how things were going "down", referring to my temperature. My doctor is perplexed as to why we aren't getting pregnant and to be quite honest I was going to ask him what is going on and where I can go.. He suggested that I see an infertility specialist FAR away from my house... I considered seeing this woman like a year ago, but felt like I was betraying him so I cancelled... This clinic is supposedly the best in Cleveland, which is promising, but I know that we can't afford IVF unless I sell a kidney... If you know anyone who wants one... I have a spare! If only we could afford the first one they have this program...

I told the doctor that I know my period is coming and I don't want to take the Progesterone Suppositories anymore... He said to stop and let my period come along... Ugh why does this need to be so hard??

These are the two doctors that I will be seeing...
Doc1
Doc2



And here's their write up about PCOS...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

CD16 2dpiui

Today has been an ok day... I am bloated and have some cramping. I went to get some labwork drawn... and the nurse messed up again... My veins are getting so sore from getting labs drawn 2-3 times a month for the last 2 years.

Yesterday I slipped and fell on the ice which hurt my hip...

I am hoping it doesn't hurt my chances this cycle...

Sunday, February 12, 2006

CD14 IUI Day

This afternoon I had my 7th intrauterine insemination...

While it was quite painful... I believe that it may be a good thing that my DH was able to be there to hold my hand.

Wish me luck!