Thursday, January 26, 2006

CD30 - 15DPO

Today I went to the doctor... It was a painful experience for me to go to the doctor. I called my husband because I wanted the emotional support from him.

You see... I found out that my best friend was pregnant on Tuesday. I was very, very happy for her. She's wanted a child forever it seems. I thought she'd get married before me and have children before me, but I have been the total opposite married 6.5 years before she got married and had a 4 year old already. Then my other girlfriend in St. Louis had a son Alex, the day I had my insemination. So I was thinking that I would be "breathing" in a new creation in life while she was in labour. It's nice to have such good friends.

Well... today while at the doctor, my doctor was super chatty... God I love him, literally. Well he said my BBT chart looked good. The temps weren't "high" but they were still pretty good, well above the coverline. So he had asked me about symptoms, and etc... I told him I had sore breasts, I was very tired, nauseated, hungry... All good pregnancy signs... He asked if I would be able to provide urine for a pregnancy test. I said no as I already had went to the bathroom before seeing him. After my appointment he advised his Medical Assistant to do a Beta. On my way home from my appointment I had to stop at the pharmacy to pick up my progesterone suppositories and I decided to pick up a home pregnancy test... I get home and I am excited to pee on the stick... Well I wasn't so excited when the result popped up as a BIG FAT NEGATIVE...

I will wait to see what the doctor says about my lab results otherwise wait until AF shows up, again and try, try, try again...

*sigh*