t minus 2 days and counting

My emotions have been up and down these last few weeks. Tuesday is coming fast. I'm nervous yet excited at the same time. I'm happy that I am going to be able to spend a week away from work. I know how awful that must sound. But, work has been stressing me out tremendously these last few months. This has not been good for me, physically or emotionally. My husband and I are staying at my mom's for the week. My husband is staying with me, but my mom will be there at night to help me out. I'm so thankful that I have both of them. They have both been fantastic through this whole ordeal.

I didn't get AF this month. But, then again, it was my first time off the pill in a long while. At my pre-op appointment the nurse seemed very concerned that I hadn't had AF. I told her not to worry, I was 100% sure I was not pregnant. She asked how and I told her that my husband and I have not had sex since my last AF. Too painful as of late.

Some one please remind me to switch my insurance as soon as humanly possible. We just had to shell out a small fortune for this surgery and they aren't even considering it to be for Fertility reasons which is nice, because it would not have been covered at all. Our insurance sucks.

So, I know this post doesn't make any sense, but my mind is in a thousand different pieces right now. Wish me luck. I'll post in about a week. Thanks for your prayers in advance! :)